You’ve just always been hot, huh? Unfortunately you don’t have the brains to even reach the definition of ultimate perfection. But life isnt always perfect and doesn’t always go by your expectations. And like you’ve always said, all this because you didn’t know what to do after high school. I hope you know just as well to exercise your internal muscles just as much, maybe even a little more than your external ones. Prove to me that there is more to you than just a pretty face.
Tribulations ›
It’s the tough hardships you face in life that someone your age shouldn’t have to deal with. It’s the constant burden you carry that weighs heavily on your shoulder. You’ve had to grow up pretty fast and yet still struggle to get by because it’s not a simple responsibility you can just walk away from. These tribulations, are increments of a greater whole that has set the foundation for your individuality. It’s what made you who you are today. Certainly everyone’s problems are uniquely different but there are times when your adversity feels unpretentiously exceptional. Life doesn’t play favorites. Everyone has a story to tell because trials happen to all of us. Along with the conjunction of internal conflict, there are times when you degrade your self worth so much that it’s gotten to the point where you will never be able to call yourself beautiful. You must realize that hating yourself will do nothing but ruin you even more. Even though you think you can’t do anything to bring up your self esteem, the least you can do is change the way you feel about yourself. Making your mark in life and leaving a legacy of how you want to be remembered is profoundly inspiring. But overcoming your struggles and getting back on your feet when life knocks you down, is what makes life truly extraordinary.
“The only Horseman left is Death and he is always the fashionably late one, so expect an entertainer that is so good that he seems like the best and possibly the last person that you would listen too, since Death is absolute, nothing would compare to this person’s music style.”
I woke up this morning wishing that yesterday was just a dream, but in fact it was a nightmare. Death took a young life, one that was filled with good laughs and smiles. The last Horseman took a friend during what he does best, being radical and spontaneous. Show those angels what we’re missing, AJ. And thanks for that sweaty ass hug yesterday during the hike, who knew that it would have been the last. Rest easy, man.
It’s been a while
When was the last time I ever posted anything on this thing? Why have I been neglecting my blog?! Well, I’ve been logging in and “liking” posts but I haven’t posted anything new. Obviously. What the fuck. Am I that busy with school? …lmfao. Pch! Right. Anyway, what I’ve been up to:
- Crunch time with art projects in Studio of Non-Majors
- Final group presentations and papers for Adolescent Psychology. Two more exams to study for.
- Catch up on reading with Women & Gender, and trying so hard not to fail the final! A. Lot. Of. Fucking. Reading. Material.
- Directing the class production for Tagalog, which is roughly three weeks away. Need props, finalize costumes, practice dance choreography and the actual play. Then create the production portfolio for Ginang. AND catch up with my journal entries.
- Recuite members for UOG’s new chapter of the Lions Club. Get inducted into the International Induction by the end of April, and plan the first official UOG Lions meeting. (anyone reading this and are interested, lmk!)
- Anxiously wait for a response from the part-time job with CEDDERS Student Research Assistant. I hope my auntie can pull a few strings. lol
- Get my shit together with my college career. Roughly two years left, and I’m carelessly struggling behind. Got to look into what classes to take next semester and finally sign up with an advisor.
- PRAXIS. Fml. Get into the School of Education.
- (possible) FAMILY SUMMER VACATION TO THE WEST COAST! SD baby!!!
