#16DaysTilChristmas Last night on my way home from work, I had a short panic attack at the sight of two little girls running out of their front door. I instantly thought they were making their way to the road, but they were racing to their mailbox. I also noticed that each of them had a piece of paper grasped firmly in their hands. Then I thought they must’ve snuck out of the house for a bit (it was nearly midnight) to send a last minute letter to Santa Claus. They looked so excited, it was really cute.
Rose McGowan photographed by Michael Stipe for Detour Magazine, 1997
"Mess We’ve Made" by AJ Rafael feat. Tori Kelly
What if I didn’t switch out of private school at the second grade
What if I took my dad’s invitation to attend a private school for my high school career, would I have lost any of my friends
What if I didn’t fail a semester of 11th grade AP English, and kept my title of senior class president
What if I did leave the island and attend SDSU and pursued an architect or interior design career
What if my life’s “what if’s” weren’t all about my academic career so far
What if I didn’t tell your secret, would we still be best friends and maybe you wouldn’t have left the island
What if I stopped “us” back in 2010, would you have fought for our relationship and possibly still be together
What if I didn’t introduce the both of you to one another
What if I didn’t do what I think I did that might have made you stop talking to me
What if I didn’t kiss you that night
What if my life’s “what if’s” now weren’t about my past relationships
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