So our living room has the Royal Wedding LIVE on television, and I log on Tumblr to see posts, pictures, and gifs from the wedding all over my dash. lol I’m impressed at how fast people are with these things.
It just hit me like five minutes that today’s Thursday. I fucking love it! I knew this week was gonna go by fast. Though, I hate myself for procrastinating with my draft for English. Fuck! Anyways, whatever. Kolohe Kai concert this weekend! Hella excited. I just pray that there are still tickets at the door for sale.
jessebarrera:In honor of MICHAEL CARREON’s new disc “CARRY ON” being released all over the world (itunes) today, I present to you one of my favorite tunes on his record. I’m honored to have produced his first published CD and am so proud of this kid going out and doing what he loves.
Here’s the opening song from his EP. It’s called “Hey Love”. PS. I’m singin’ background vocals on it ;p)
For my CO210, my professor assigned us to critic our first speech, which was about a memorable event in our life. I talked about my trip to Washington DC with the NYLC, but then after I realized that I should have talked about my New Years 2009. That was when my little cousin got hit on the head from a stray bullet at the struck of midnight. Stupid me. Oh well, I passed the speech with a B+. Not bad. So right now, I have my recorded speech with me in my laptop ready for me to watch. Holy shit, I really hate listening to myself. I think its just weird.
And as for my second speech, my demonstration speech, I also got a passing grade of a B+. It’s not an A, then again, it’s not a C. All that’s left now is my thesis speech. Oh boy.
I’m meaner to them. So many people always try to be sweet to the one they’re interested in, but that honestly gets tiring after a while. It’s more fun to be an ass. Plus you get to see how tolerant they are, and how much of a sense of humor they have. And it’s just that more special when you’re sweet, because it stands out more. I’d say… 70% asshole 30% sweet. If someone could get on that level with me, I’m all theirs.
I can’t believe I just did that. Fuck! I hate myself right now. Terrible.
Fuck yeah! Re-did my CO210 homework. I hope its what Griffin is looking for. It sounds better. It better be. Now just have to do the other million trillion kajillion assignments. Woo.
I like how I’m alone on this table that sits 6 people.
Haha I’m doing this again. Logging down random thoughts. I think this is becoming to be a new habit. It feels good though, letting random thoughts out like this. Clear my mind and shit. I like it.
Hurry the fuck up, hair. Go already!
I cuss too much. Or maybe not a lot, but I sound like some idiot who has a very poor vocabulary. Pitiful. Horrible even.
Oh God, am I really thinking of skipping my English class again? At this rate, I’m a disgrace to even say that I plan to be major in English and become an English teacher. What is this fuckery?!
Where is everybody?
19 credits this Fall. I can do this! I will win. I will survive. I will prosper. I will rise. I will flyyyy! lol Nick Minaj lyrics.
I crack myself sometimes. No, all the time. I’m fucking hilarious. ♥
…Uh hi, random-chick-that-is-sitting-across-me. Way to ask if you can sit with me. Have we met? I hope you didn’t think I was someone you knew. Well, I understand if you’re doing your work and need the outlet, but did you have to sit right across me? I feel so weird right now. You could have at least said something rather than to just sit here. What the heck, chick. Eh, I’m leaving in a few minutes anyway. Yeah. So like, watcha doing? lol I’m the guy-who-just-wrote-about-you-on-tumblr, nice to randomly (sort of) meet you.
But sometimes I think they do know and are just waiting for me to come clean about them. I’m sure a few kids think the same.
Like have you ever gotten away with something, but while getting away with it, you think your parents know about it and then you dread the moment they’re gonna talk to you about it? And it can be anything. Like almost or have failed a class, skipped school/class, drinking, smoking, sneaking out, blahblahblah yeah etc. Basically going behind their backs.
And then! Just when you think they are gonna talk to you about it, they don’t. So you think you gotten away with it. So you think they don’t know, they have no clue, you’re safe, all that jazz.
But then! You would sometimes over think it and start thinking that they do know. They’re disappointed, even more so for you not coming clean about it, or about anything for that matter. So you start to think they’re just mocking you. You think your parents are all like, “LOL at the things my kid doesn’t know that I do know about them”.
I know how you are, and I can’t shake this feeling that you’re gonna get your girlfriend pregnant. I pray you’re smart enough to use a condom PROPERLY. Now if only I had the balls to tell you this myself.
You grew up with them and they were your first best friends. As kids, whenever you’d fight with your cousin, someone will always have a come-back like “I don’t wanna be your friend anymore!”, right? Right. But as you grow older, you make new friends from school and such. Even still, you care and continue to watch out for them. They are family after all. But sometimes, you can’t actually watch over them. And sometimes you can’t actually tell them what you wanna say. It’s also just the same with siblings.
Saturday, April 30th at the Guerrero Field. Doors open at 4PM.
Tickets are $20 Advance. $25 Door.
Last concert I’ve been to was 311, which my friends and I left RIGHT as the band made their way on stage. A friend was in need, so we left early. You know what it is. It’s okay tho. That night wasn’t entirely wasted. But still, I just have to go the concert this weekend.
I love how people are coming up to you like you’re some whore ‘cause well, you are one! Haha. Go ahead and mess around, just don’t touch my stuff.
You seem to always walk around with your head up. I admire that. I just wished we could talk. Although, I don’t know what to talk about. The last thing I want to be is fake, and I don’t usually play that card.
I’m like so close to crashing out on my chair right now. I seriously need coffee.
Oh shiet fahck, I’m already thinking of skipping my English class at 2 o’clock. Ugh. Might as all just get my ass to class, even if it means attending empty handed.
FUUUCK! 2 weeks left of school! Somebody shoot me!
Working on a week's worth of homework in one night.
It is NOT fun having school work to do during Spring Break, especially when the break is during Holy Week. Does it ever cross our professors’ minds that family (and friends) would be a priority during such an occasion, rather then be prepping for a presentation or drafting an research paper or even studying for an exam? Like really! Geeze.
Anyways for the last hour, I was practicing for my demonstration speech (making cupcakes). And I’ll tell you, I felt absolutely ridiculous practicing my speech with my little sister. Haha. She kept smiling and trying her best not to laugh, and so was I. This isn’t going to be as easy as I thought. I’ll be having some shit like a little cooking show tomorrow afternoon. Oh boy.
Check it out. It’s a mess, I tell ya, a mess!
I guess I should draw out on paper for how I should arrange my table tomorrow. Woo! This isn’t so bad, I’m already thinking ahead and shiet. I just pray that I don’t mess up and make awkward pauses tomorrow. Oh yeah, I almost forgot, my professor will also be recording the whole thing -.-
Not doing much at the moment, obviously ‘cause I’m online instead of doing whatever. Yeah. So it’s back to school tomorrow. Yaaay!, said sarcastically. Apparently, I got a rough draft due for English and I still don’t know what to write about. Hopefully I’ll come up with something tonight. Then later tomorrow, I have a demonstration speech for my CO210 class. So far I came up with two topics to choose from - “how to easy fast cupcakes” or “how to tie-dye a shirt”. Both will get messy, or more messy with the cupcakes. Man, I can’t decide.
1. I don’t have any of the materials to tie-dye a shirt, tho it is obviously the easiet, simplest, and cleanest option. And I doubt my mom will lend me cash to buy the materials later this afternoon since she’s bought all this crap for my little brother’s birthday/Easter bbq tonight.
2. My mom bought this easy mini cupcake machine thingy, which I haven’t even tried yet. And my sister used up all our cake mix so I would have to buy more. I can just imagine myself carrying all these baking material to class.
Eh, I guess I could go with the cupcakes, even if it is messier. All I have to do is buy a new box of cake mix. Man, its gonna be a hard demonstration tho. My professor is anal with how we demonstrate. Like SERIOUSLY anal. Wish me luck. And thank you Tumblr for listening. I feel a bit more confident now.
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“Happiness is the consequence of personal effort. You fight for it, strive for it, insist upon it, and sometimes even travel around the world looking for it. You have to participate relentlessly in the manifestations of your own blessings. And once you have achieved a state of happiness, you must never become lax about maintaining it. You must make a mighty effort to keep swimming upward into that happiness forever, to stay afloat on top of it.”—Eat, Pray, Love
Out of no where, there are full length movies on youtube. Apparently some people are cool enough to post these up. Just earlier this week, I watched Lion King three times. I’ll never get tired of that movie. Then last night, I watched Tron. Awesome graphics. I watched it at movies and its a must on 3D. Right now, Peter Pan. I’ve never actually watched the whole thing before. And if I’m not mistaken, I saw a Mulan. Woo! Too good to be true.
Spring break is almost over and I'm proud to say that I got nothing important done. Yeah!
Friday: Strolled around with Jessica in the morning. From Yigo to Mangilao to Agana to Tamuning. Haha. Then got Jer for a boat cruise down south later that afternoon. We didn’t get to see any dolphons tho. Ugh. Then went to CLC to help with the Christening. We didn’t do much, but I didn’t come home til midnight.
Saturday: Yet another day of driving around. Had Trey’s Christening in the morning. I’m finally a God father. Eee adai. Killed time at the mall with Jazz, April, and Leann. Also at Tumon, then back at the mall to meet up with Thea. Then back to CLC, went home, got ready, and killed time strolling around Yigo with Jer before the party.
Sunday: Had a rude wakening from my mom to pick up Jessica ‘cause she got hives and was alone at her house. Then randomly picked up Jer and us 3 watched Tangled. I love the movie. I’ll never get tired of it. Then settled my sushi cravings at my niece’s 10th birthday. Sorta peeved that it rained that night, but whatever. Rawr. I ate a lot that night.
Monday: The most chill ass Monday ever! I slept in. Ate. Napped. Yeup!
Tuesday: Jessica came over again ‘cause her hives got even worse. lol Poor girl. Then headed to Tumon, checked in at Royal Orchid and had a good time with a few friends. Tho that night could have been better. Eh whatever.
Wednesday: Left the hotel and came home. Took a long ass nap. Took a long ass shower, then headed to my family friend’s bbq. Yet again, ate again. Rawr.
Thursday: Today, I woke up with my right shoulder hurting. Shiettt! For the past hour, I massaged that bitch every now and then. But its still bugging me. Freak! I don’t know if I was working out correctly at the gym yesterday, if thats the case. lol I was even planning to paint my computer desks and a few other things, but I didn’t get to it. Pretty much a lazy day. And surprisingly, we didn’t eat out for dinner for my brother’s 10th birthday. Eh, maybe this weekend.
Friday: Tomorrow, I made plans to hike up Mt. Lam Lam with Jer and Alfie. So right now, I’m pulling an all nighter. ‘Cause once I sleep, that’s it! Haha. Wish me luck!
Booooo! I should really get to my school work. I have a speech on Mondy, and I haven’t even thought about topic for my research paper. Oh mahn. I am screwed.
I miss the alto saxophone. Back in the middle school, my first instrument was the clarinet. Then after I picked up the sax, I fell in love with it. As much as I was good with the clarinet, playing the sax was different. I’d have to say that the alto saxophone is my favorite instrument. You hear it in different genres of music. Don’t get my wrong, the clarinet is also featured in both classical and jazz, just like the alto saxophone, but the sax has a totally different sound. You hear it in, of course, classical and jazz, also in RnB, Island music, Ska, etc. And my all time favorite reason for loving the sax is that it’s the ultimate sex instrument. I mean, a slow romantic song played with the saxophone sends chills down my spine.
So one of these days, I’mma save up and buy myself an alto saxophone. Along with the other stuffs I wanna buy, like a new MacBook, a new camera, and yeah…
Everything I tell you assume they’re all secrets. ‘Cause when I find out that others know, then that’ll be the last I ever tell you things. A true friend doesn’t have to be told to keep things to themselves. So when you expose my little secrets, then I don’t know what you are to me. Then again, I shouldn’t assume that I could trust people so easily.